Update

Well, I figured you'd all kill me if I didn't update you about last Saturday night when I went to Liam's bonfire and DJ was there. I have since become Facebook friends with him, and I'm pretty sure we've both stalked each other out. He is 25, I think...I'm guessing...any way, he helped me out with writing this letter and so I made him Snickerdoodles and took them to the bonfire. He was very happy to get them. It was a lot of fun. I just love being around him. He's usually really positive and I just feel good around him.
    Preface: a couple of my friends were there with the determination to observe DJ and see how he acts around me. I didn't really want them to do this, but I didn't have much say in the matter. So, my friends kind of creeped around a bit and I talked to him a little bit which was fun. I had convinced myself that there was no interest on his part, but now I'm not sure. BUT, one thing I know for sure is that he has a much higher regard for me than I realized. I feel like I am getting to know him a little bit better each time I see him and I love that. I could tell you a bunch of stories from Saturday night, but what it all comes down to is that he likes me, even if its just as a friend. And for me right now that is totally fine because no matter what the future holds, nothing will happen without a good, strong friendship to build on.
     So, tonight I went over to a friend's apartment. She lives in the same complex as DJ and I usually find myself there on Monday nights after FHE. Tonight we were sitting on her balcony (which I didn't exactly like because I kind of have a huge fear of heights). BUT, it was fun to talk to people from the third floor. So, it was getting late and I decided to go home. I was starting to get up from where I was sitting when I see DJ pull in and get out of his car. My friend decided that we needed to talk to him. So, she calls out to him and asks if he remembers meeting her, which he says he thinks so, which made me smile because the second time I saw him two weeks later he remembered my name and meeting me. Any way, he came over and didn't see me there at first and when he did he stopped walking and started talking to me. Well, its hard to talk to someone from the third floor, so I told my friend good bye and walked downstairs to talk to DJ.
    I had been a little nervous to talk to him because I accidentally sent him a text meant for someone else during church yesterday...it was slightly awkward and so in my head that automatically meant that I had ruined everything. BUT,  he just laughed about it. I just hadn't heard from him since, so obviously I freaked out about it. I'm a girl. I do that sometimes. Any way, we were talking about testimony meetings and he asked if I had gotten up in Sacrament meeting and I said I hadn't because I feel weird getting up in wards that aren't my own, but that I usually do because I have a lot to be grateful for. So he asked what I was grateful for today and I said I was grateful for my family and he asked why. So, I told him about my sister in law that I had stopped by to see earlier today and how she is always really great to talk to (as are all of my sisters in law. You guys are all so amazing!!!) and we just talked about family and how awesome they are and it was really great and I like talking to him. And he makes me really happy. And he always seems happy to see me. I think he was surprised to see me tonight, because I think he forgot that I have other friends in those apartments, other than him. But he seemed genuinely happy to see me. And he still gets cuter everytime I see him, and currently we have plans for Saturday with a bunch of friends. It's going to be so much fun! I can't wait. I'm really excited! We're going to watch a movie outside and it's going to be great. And then I'll have more to say. And you'll get another update. Unless everything falls apart in the meantime. That would be terrible. Let's not think about that. Lets think happy positive thoughts!